Today guys, I'm cranky and sad and lonely. Plain old lonely. I am tired of it. Kids Kids Kids...that's my life. Am I even going to remember how to be a wife to Michael when he gets home? Today, the Army wife life SUCKS! I'm sitting on the pitty pot all.day.long....frankly because I don't feel like I am going to be able to avoid this feeling until my love is home.....ugh. Isn't it crazy how you wait a whole year for the 5 weeks mark and then when it finally gets here time somehow slows wayyyyyy down. % week folks. That's all I have left. Why am I cracking now? Sorry to be such a down today, but its what I'm feeling to here it is! Hopefully I will be better tomorrow,but I doubt it.