Reality Is Setting In~~

So yesterday, Michael came home after having his Anthrax shot.

It just hit me that he was really leaving soon. Its not that I didn't know that he was, I guess I just felt like I had more time with him then I actually do. As of now, he is scheduled to deploy sometime the first week of October. Yes, I said OCTOBER. As in about a month. Not next year's October, but this year's. It's messing with my head. To make matters a bit worse, he is going down to FL to see his(and my) family before he deploys. He wanted us to go too, but I told him I didn't want to take Mikey out of school for a week since he's been missing so much already. Needless to say my family isn't too happy about that, but I need to do whats right for Mikey right now. Not that seeing his grandparents and uncles aren't important, because they are. Its going to be enough to deal with Michael leaving and for now, I want to keep things as "normal" and consistent as they can be.

Im just glad that we will have a distraction around December..Miss Hailey!!! I think that will make time fly by just a bit seeing as I will be constantly on the go.hahaha